If you could see strange birds wheel in an alien sky...

 

Scuse no makeup. Actually no dont scuse it. Thats my face. Should be damn grateful to look at it!  This is how my blonde attempt turned out PRE toner. Now to see what toner does. I quite like it. It does balyage itself down to dark brown again by the tips of my hair though.

Scuse no makeup. Actually no dont scuse it. Thats my face. Should be damn grateful to look at it! This is how my blonde attempt turned out PRE toner. Now to see what toner does. I quite like it. It does balyage itself down to dark brown again by the tips of my hair though.

Working on my blog. In between cleaning. Ok in between cleaning and listening to Bix Biderbecke and reading my book.

I flicked back onto Tumblr to see whatd been going on. Theres a lot of brokenheartedness on here. I wish you could hug people through Tumblr, randoms you dont know who seem to be having a rough time. Though im sure if you did it irl theyd call the cops on yo ass.

A colleague passed away this week, it was expected, they were very ill, but still a shock to hear. They were an amazing person knowledgeable, intelligent, really good way of reading people and knowing how to speak to them. Ill miss this person. The time they’d been told was so much longer than what they’d actually got.

Makes you realise that every day is a gift. And how silly it is to look around and wonder if anyones thinking gee emma hasn’t gone out this weekend. The realisation that a no one is paying attention anyways were all too busy watching our own footsteps and knowing that if they are looking who cares.

I dont want to get to the end of my life and think I didnt do that because a b and c were watching. A b and c arent living my life. I am. I take advice from others but utlimately I take advice from God and I choose this is the day the Lord has made. I will be glad in it.

I would be gladder if I didnt have to clean.

Buuuut on the upside…Vampire Diaries and The Originals 💜💜💜

So excited for this already!!!! #usausa #whysolongawait #holidays #pumped

So excited for this already!!!! #usausa #whysolongawait #holidays #pumped

I bought fatso here cheap mince for him & his sister Meg, who does no wrong. Harry thanks me by eating my hairbrush, biting my hair, pulling my hair, smacking said innocent sister dog & then napping here. He’s Damien in dog form #puppylove #damien #devildog #terrible #furbaby #omwnowyouhavegas #help

I bought fatso here cheap mince for him & his sister Meg, who does no wrong. Harry thanks me by eating my hairbrush, biting my hair, pulling my hair, smacking said innocent sister dog & then napping here. He’s Damien in dog form #puppylove #damien #devildog #terrible #furbaby #omwnowyouhavegas #help

I am considering going either blonde or black. Ive been black before, I like it, my Ma likes to tell me I look much older/Death warmed up etc. I’ve always harbored a secret desire to at least try blonde. Hopefully better than red, which made me look like a rosy little piglet fresh from a romp. Does anyone have any advice or suggestions, warnings, which dye to use etc for blonde?  I have dark eyebrows but dammit Billie Piper gets away with it #blondeambition #noonewillnoticethesameoutfit #toteswashedit

I am considering going either blonde or black. Ive been black before, I like it, my Ma likes to tell me I look much older/Death warmed up etc. I’ve always harbored a secret desire to at least try blonde. Hopefully better than red, which made me look like a rosy little piglet fresh from a romp. Does anyone have any advice or suggestions, warnings, which dye to use etc for blonde? I have dark eyebrows but dammit Billie Piper gets away with it #blondeambition #noonewillnoticethesameoutfit #toteswashedit

Me & my friend Angry Lion Dog Creature #buddhisttemple #havefun #onelife #tooshort #photoop #anyexcuseforaselfie

Me & my friend Angry Lion Dog Creature #buddhisttemple #havefun #onelife #tooshort #photoop #anyexcuseforaselfie

The woods are lovely, dark & deep. But I have promises to keep, & miles & miles to go before I sleep -Robert Frost

The woods are lovely, dark & deep. But I have promises to keep, & miles & miles to go before I sleep -Robert Frost

Driving home I was thinking that I’ve said I’m letting go but that I kept coming back to the hurt or ruminating on things. I decided to pray about it, esp as a worship song was playing. I prayed & handed it over to God & said I submit it to you cause I dont want to hold onto it anymore.  Holding onto hurt & anger is only holding onto 2 nooses around your neck. To move on & to keep a soft heart I needed to properly give it to God. And when I’d finished I felt Him say clear as day - “I’ve been waiting for you to say that” It was honestly like a cloud being lifted out. And out of the 3000 songs on my Ipod so many randomly happened to be God related on my journey today? I think not #God #myhero #myteacher #lifelessons #letitgo #Myyokeiseasy #Myburdenislight #castallyourburdensonHimforHecaresforyou #wisdom #learning #healing

Driving home I was thinking that I’ve said I’m letting go but that I kept coming back to the hurt or ruminating on things. I decided to pray about it, esp as a worship song was playing. I prayed & handed it over to God & said I submit it to you cause I dont want to hold onto it anymore. Holding onto hurt & anger is only holding onto 2 nooses around your neck. To move on & to keep a soft heart I needed to properly give it to God. And when I’d finished I felt Him say clear as day - “I’ve been waiting for you to say that” It was honestly like a cloud being lifted out. And out of the 3000 songs on my Ipod so many randomly happened to be God related on my journey today? I think not #God #myhero #myteacher #lifelessons #letitgo #Myyokeiseasy #Myburdenislight #castallyourburdensonHimforHecaresforyou #wisdom #learning #healing