If you could see strange birds wheel in an alien sky...

 

I am moving back to Wollongong. Im not moving back to Wollongong. I cant make my mind up. I feel guilty leaving Mum and Dad. My brother wants to move back home so they wouldn’t be alone. I have a green light to go if the private hosp in wollongong says yes. Then why do I feel unsettled sayiny yeah ill go? Is my future here in Dubbo? I love being with my family. Am I jusy chasing a social life? Am I chasing a ward routine and less boredom than I have at work now? Am I running because im scared of her, upsetting her or hurting her anymore? I wish we were friendlier I wish we could go see a movie or have a coffee or dinner or something but am I waiting on something that will never happen? Am I meant to go? Am I meant to stay? I pray for an answer and a sign and as yet I dont have the neon light.

I present to you quite possibly the greatest thing ever: the Dr Who My Little Pony collectible ft a Tennant pony. It has Tennants hair & tie & quite possibly is my favorite thing ever #drwho #tennany #mylittlepony #cute

I present to you quite possibly the greatest thing ever: the Dr Who My Little Pony collectible ft a Tennant pony. It has Tennants hair & tie & quite possibly is my favorite thing ever #drwho #tennany #mylittlepony #cute

Stay classy San Diego

Stay classy San Diego

So good #beerme #kingme #pizzaandbeer #doctorwho #nicecombo

So good #beerme #kingme #pizzaandbeer #doctorwho #nicecombo

Chinese drs & nurses bowed down to an 11 year old boy who died & his decision to be an organ donor. What a powerful image. Dont take your organs to Heaven. Heaven knows we need them here #proudtobeanorgandonor #donatelife #respect

Chinese drs & nurses bowed down to an 11 year old boy who died & his decision to be an organ donor. What a powerful image. Dont take your organs to Heaven. Heaven knows we need them here #proudtobeanorgandonor #donatelife #respect

Face ive been pulling all day working out lifes big issues #stay #go #eww #headhurts #bored

Face ive been pulling all day working out lifes big issues #stay #go #eww #headhurts #bored

Could be me. My head hurts. I now fully understand what amotivated means #decisions #hurtyhead #moody #crankypantsd

Could be me. My head hurts. I now fully understand what amotivated means #decisions #hurtyhead #moody #crankypantsd

Picked up so many great things on our road trip to Bathurst today; the only Dostoyevsky I dont have, Bronsons writings ,been looking for them for years! Terry Pratchetts DEBUT novel!!! And 3 classic Dr Whos inc William Hartnell. Had a really lovely time having a family weekend this weekend esp having my brother home. MH17 really reminded me again to look around at my family & be thankful they’re here  #family #drwho #williamhartnell #peterdavison #charlesbronson #dostoyevsky #reading #books #pratchett #discworld #nerd

Picked up so many great things on our road trip to Bathurst today; the only Dostoyevsky I dont have, Bronsons writings ,been looking for them for years! Terry Pratchetts DEBUT novel!!! And 3 classic Dr Whos inc William Hartnell. Had a really lovely time having a family weekend this weekend esp having my brother home. MH17 really reminded me again to look around at my family & be thankful they’re here #family #drwho #williamhartnell #peterdavison #charlesbronson #dostoyevsky #reading #books #pratchett #discworld #nerd

Tulips about to open, from my Mum for “being you” so lovely! #loveher #mum #mummydaughter #ma

Tulips about to open, from my Mum for “being you” so lovely! #loveher #mum #mummydaughter #ma

See what i mean about the scarves?  #newoldobsession #purtypattern #clearlyaresponsibleadult #scarves #patterns

See what i mean about the scarves? #newoldobsession #purtypattern #clearlyaresponsibleadult #scarves #patterns